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My writing style has been accused plenty off late... i have been blamed of being a hypocrite..being a charltan while stating "facts"...

..Ha... But I dn give any arguments and if dat's deciet exorcized for u...then it better be...

I've been crticised for using a high-handed vocab , then in my defence....n this i shall state in plain simple words...

..If ur Perspicacity or cognizance is paltry ,malfeasance is urs and so is the god-damned culpability of its......

N then i have been accused of vulgarity...oh ...

...oh...that's so " BULLzzshit " !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Things then have not changed much or have they.....

The last time u read me was like a centenary of days...or in precise terms...like ages ago !!




AND I gulped down 3.5 litres of softdrinks the other day...whilst the physicians...or so they call themselves ..who had earlier forbidden me the use...

now have literally pleaded me 2 "break the habit"...

They say Obsession is a young man's game, then my only excuse is that i never get old !!




A lot of events certainly did transpire though ...some being heralded as huge...Zlatan comes to BARCA , Cristaino switched clubs n Eto'o followed suite..

Force India had their fortunes catapulted . But Ibrahamovic continues to aggravate me as he underperforms for ma favorite club !!



BUt have i atleast modulated myself a wee-bit ??

certain things do chnage in me .....like my age ....i wish i cd tell u wht it is...bt its keep changing :( :(

My hair colour certainly is a natural brown ...o people it certainly wasnt when i came 2 campus some 2.25 yrs ago..

it was pretty black..My mom would be pretty glad to hear it..or when was i the last time home ????



After Foraying into the world's of CREED's and MAYER's...n after lookin out for the MARLEY's and PIRHANA's ...
I reconcile by returning to the "ENIGMA-TIC" life...



N whilst JOhanson is on a break..its voting time for Hathaway vs. Beckinsale !!

Wht say hombre....

Sloan In Season six of 'Entourage'...peace hombre...

Jacke ( Two n a Half Men ) is my new favorite actor...coz nywaz i have to flatter myself...and

"KITES" will fly only in November .



But they aren't really changing , are they?...The Sempiternal behaviour of certain ayed dispositions ....

Shall drive them to perpetuity...coz amongst the most tedious driven schedules i managed

to doze off for twelve freakin hours ..YET Again !!...,, Why Bendy Why ??? ...

Why Vasu why??...why cant i get up once im down ? :D ...

Wht can i say /* les vieilles habitudes meurent der*/




But you would definitely wanna know what metamorphosed in me ??

I always needed an inspiration to write...which was missing for past 100 days..

But this time im without one..or maybe im scribbling just to find one !!!!

Then i guess u'll let me know how well i have fared without one ............................................................



Wht then has really changed ...i cant recollect them all ....

Maybe my memory aint tht bright nymore.....i cant write nymore...ma eyes cnt remain glued 2 lappy screen nymore...So atleast my Eyesight is fast deteriorating.......

Nothing's steady then...

"My !! My...!!"......well....

No high-handedness;no literacy...this is describing some of the most "interseting" souls on the planet called Earth...All i wonder is ..'how i met them all'..
There is no definite sequence that i follow here..the one who comes or last ..all equal here.
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Introduction:
Everyone in this list a born renegade;we are unscruplous when it comes to societal rules...but when it comes to our passions we are idealistic,ambitious n adventurous..We are........drag on 4 a while................................................

B4 you go on to read bout urself n others ..reading the glossary is a must..dont blame for the jargon otherwise...n of course it is suggested by "the C.E.O" himself...that you read bout all the members in the list ..no matter u know them or not..coz if they have been added in this list ..they are worth it ...n r more or less same...n of course with me it will always be a nice reading... :)
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Glossary:
Idlzz->it's not a clan;nor a department or club..it's an ideology;it's a feeling...Those who believe it;live it...while some like skj just fake it !! Haha....
C.E.O->Chief Executive Officer (currently held by me )...
C.I.D->Creative n Innovation Department..
H.D.C->Hindi Drama Club (@ BITS-P)
Compree->End sem xams @ BITS...
C'not->One of the very few hangouts @ BITS-P..
Studio->Idlzz Production House...
ANC-All Night Canteen(@ BITS-P)..
SAC->STudent Activity Centre
Ghot->a nerdy soul
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So just b4 u take a ride here...the list isn complete as of now...more 2 be added..the list shall be a total of ( )...after the other author gautham adds a few...TO Be Added ....VASU,PJ,GAURAV,ARPIT....n more
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SkjSkjP aka SACHIN->
Now ..wht 2 say ....
CUT 1:
He was once the "water boy" of the volleyball team of which i was the captain...n the 'humble' me...might have been good to him...so much so..that he wants to overthrow me as the "C.E.O" of Idlz..he runs "polls"..exit polls...in the background..why don't u say it blatantly on ma face...

U Shrimp ,Non-Plussed By Ma Puissant Aura....
I was the one who kind of chaperoned him to the high arenas...n today he plays foul !!He thinks that he can run "Idlz" so smoothly n efficiently as i have done for the past 2 yrs. , u never made a b igger mistake !!
CUT 2:
No matter wht you do u can't cross the " cg limits" that i set for you each sem..n it's high time u stop believing that boardie(arpit) can be your bro...you frivolous n callow self..But hat's off to you for scorin a zuc in compree ...after playin cameos in Bhanot sir's class...
CUT 3:
He has tried to prove me a HAS for long...but incidentally people...n read it carefully..he's the only one who comes up all the time with evidences n instances suggesting that the "H" be attached to "AS" of me...He balmes me for usin high-handed words ...well ofcourse coz he simply doesn understand them....
Cut 4:
He believes he's cool ..or that watchin a movie b4 every xam ..is only cool...Tht's a gud habit continue it nywaz..Oasis 3 aane waala hai "p" boy....teri gf abhi tak pilani nahi pahunchi...n probably her train got late !!
Cut 5:
Distance can't seperate gud frns....among the best souls tht i have met in the last 2 yrs. , miss the time we spent in 1st year dude...miss being ur n ur reputed roomie's supersidie !!Rejuvenates the environment with his energy when he's around....Not the gc type energy:)
CUT 6:
The highest P...n hence SkjSkjPP.........

HhAaRrSsHhAa->
so!! again!! The last time i wrote about her;i just cdnt end...n probably u will forsee a abrupt ending coz i can't stop writing when it comes to HARSHA.

Takin n excerpt from ma last blog on her...when i called her an 'eclectic ' mix of different 'cultures' let's say...i still haven't deciphered what those cultures are then..She cd be diligent n indolent as well...n her reaction to things ..well i guess are so unpredictable that even she might not know wht's nxt !!

She could be childishly pettish on occassions ,but so tender at heart, then gets pesky with herself for being so..But people ;this soul is only capricious...ohk her ire could be hard to contend with..but at the end of the day her sweet smile is all you remember ...n believe me its a luminary one !!
Amongst the best thing that have happened to me in the past one year ...def. she is one of them...Among the very few who have been there to patiently hear n help me out through tough times..n as i mentioned..while writin bout divyanshu...i have been sharing absolutely everything with her..while Quacking impressions of seismic tremors have been imprinted in ma life..

Highly perceptive n highly puissant , can really inspire u n lift u from depressing situations ...voice of an angel...did i say that before!!something like a magical potion;tht's why i keep talkin to her ..............

I wish i can act a bit of tht for her....She keeps happy on most occassions ; n i have been tryin to decipher the secret behind it...to an extent thatcd have possibly lead to a rancour had it been absolutely anyone else but her..

Wht are her passions??
Electronics may be one....but she's learnin a lot of programming stuff these days...so tht cd be the one ...troubling her cousins ..where she cd have led to a mild breakup for one of them....tht cd be ...or simply listening to "one " song all day...oh this gal !!

N since she's been denouncing enigma for quite some time .. n as i said that there's no sparing that..Backstreet or westlife..i think i won't even compare ma music sense to that "stuff"..Hhahha..Same repeated percussions,stereotyped lyrics and boring 'serendipied' stuff...ohhhh ..

N kitni badi 'nautanki' hai ye ladki...ki she comes 'out' so 'many' times to 'take' her 'treats'..n im the one who refuses to "give" them..coz maybe i can't go all the way to vellore to give them...

Let me just pause here ..coz i cant just stop....so until the nxt one comes....

Ashi aka ARUSHI->
She is the oldest one in ma list of frns....A living example of 'impossible is nothing'.She can contrive to achieve anything she desires...Also among the very few people that i have found really hard to beat ..in..well ..let's get honest here..absolutely in most of the things... :( ...but im not mentioning them here..come on !!

Few yrs. ago i made this comment that "gals have either beauty or brains"...i no longer believe so...N lo !! Sam ;bro ..im literally flirting with ur gf here....hahha..

She's the 'holy' being that turned me into a nocturnal creature..waking me up @2am to listen to her crap...Kitna bolti hai yeh ladki...Me n poor Samy are on the recieving end most of the time..But it's fun talkin 2 you dear.... :)

She's cool;but always rides on waves of swaying temper, the reasons for which are often gratitous...n play with her temper on the risk of your besmirchment....

She is amongst the very few gals that i know who appreciate metal...even heavy...n ya she loves Enigma as well...
"jhalli" ..don u dare think that im appreciatin ur music sense or any other sense for that purpose....

She famously quotes these lines.."how strange men are "."They spend their lives fighting against priests and then give prayerbooks as gifts .".....incidentally lines from one of ma favorite novels...when did girls start readin such novels....

A connoisseur @ choosin everythin includin frns. ;no doubt i got chosen then..... :)This pal ain't goin anywhere...coz din bhar iski bakwaas sun ne waale jyaada milenge nahi ise....:) :)

Div aka DIVYANSHU->
Unperturbed by circumstances ....now if u ping me ;i wd answer ur call without fail..unless its an xam nxt morning n its 12 am already ; in that case i do it only for_____(div knows the answer)..but this guy can chat on 4 hrs. even then ..An intrepid soul !!

Why am i makin him appear cool ??
Now Shailesh potraying him a Cassanova doesn amuse me much ...well u n i are still in the queue shailesh bro !!Sweet ,lover boy,amicable ;tht was uncalled for ....n why am i mentioning it one more time ???

Indolence is his quality tht i highly appreciate ...Those who can postrate for hrs. (n more so without the "distress n exhaustion" part if u look into dictionary meaning)...He stays simple ;atleast ain't garish n gaudy ..but ya little more styling wd do no harm ..The spectacles that he dones or wishes to done isn doing a gud deal ....

Shares 2 common passions ...music n coding...n also the genre coincides ....his latest passion..guitar ..n i have waited long enough bro !! Also been oraganising a lot of things lately;a little too much activity man !!

The 1st guy who called me "soft"...;) lol...Well he himself ..i presume ...is too close to that...hardly seen him haraunged or sulked..very near to the 'serene' league !!Not a big gasbag,agreed,but concise n meaningful....

On other note..highlighting the bright part...a Dan Brown fan who hasn read angels n demons..Hasn seen PB but mentions it in his favorite's ..n likes the ladies league of novels of sheldon ..
A description from the academic perpective wd be the last thing he cares about..so i hardly bother mentioning it...but don put on those spectacles ..nerdy looks don suit u..

Now i ain't writing all this coz he's been helping me out @ a time when Quacking impressions of seismic tremors have been imprinted in ma life..well..ofcourse he's a patient listener..n bro well i don know an end 2 this story...but def. this has developed a solid camaraderie...


Captain aka ANIRUDH->
Head of C.I.D but hasn been doin much for the same off late !!'The Cossacan' ...hasn't given a treat yet..whilst a full semester passes..im annoyed..i'll write no good bout you....as if i was writin anyways..

Strong contender for the ghot of the sem award...gotta beat baordie(arpit) though..Highly drenched in Linkin Park n Pink Floyd....so much so that i sometimes feel he'll one day forget to appreciate anythin else...

Belligerent is not 'the' word for him..Ya he's aggressive though...so much so that u cd believe that he is pugnacious orperemptorous ...but it ain't that......... completely :) !!

The Rajput blood in him oozes out of his veins every now n then n he cd be a fanatic when it comes to things he is passionate about...Not to mention the "" Mund Fight"" he had recently...((not the usual mund fight that i n mund have ..))...kind of a real Spat !!

Also a Coffee freak n has had a bad influence on me certainly...
He can take heavy dozes people ...

A true idle...actually once upon a time...he ghots a lot thesedays for being classified that....But ya when it comes to the "ANC or SAC or Cnot ke Khiladi"..he's still one of them...alwayz.....

N the one thing he always shys away tellin is the gal of his dreams ...who's the lucky chick bro ????
Years from now when i look into the future ...he's definitely the one who's gonna be there standing for his friends ...Rest assured we don talk of emotional content a lot....so just let go !!


Bobby aka DEVANSH ->
He tried hard to stay away from the sting of 'Idlz' but was jostled in coz of it's charisma... I have always had this hunch ..that this guy has the seeds of being a true 'idlzz member'...unlike in the case of gsm(gautham)...where we had 2 plant them..

But the stunted growth of the tree of "idlzz-ism" when it comes to Bobby ..is coz he fails 2 nourish the tree with requisite ingredients;the 'mehfils ',the "yarana's "...n he probably missed the core sessions when these ingredients were being distributed;as in was whiling away his time with H.D.C ..

But has the seeds as i said..so can't stop himself from playing NC; which is as imp. 2 being in Idlzz as is a protaganist to a tale;.. or doin any of those things which don have a too much of a justifiable reason..But tries to preclude himself all the time from doin so , coz folks he tries to follow his 'schedules'..
ya the early 2 bed n early 2 rise types...

There are times I feel that his dedication ;luminary persona;can inspire me...if only " i were capable ofbeing inspired"...

But ya he's high on IQ i guess, not everyone studies" relativity" all day, and likes the kind of movies he does..all borin stuff...but he thinks of himself so highly that he believes he can beat me in writing ...oh dear !!

Take an example of "i see her everywhere"..where i beat him comprehensively...N his IQ is so high that he laughs @ small n stupid jokes while pj(parvesh) takes a dig @ him !!
N don u think of sayin a word against me .....ill not shy away from highlighting your "Agartala high's"..... :)

He's a dumbo...how long will u hide ur feelings for your girl ...?? come on pal..N how long will u done that "rab ne" look of ur's ...he even flaunts it people...lol ;)...............................Now we kind of didn't let u act in our "studio" videos..coz u are a good actor..but coz simply we din have better one's...

Inspite of all the 'lacunaes' in his character..he still fits in coz ..well he likes "enigma"...oh man!! how does this dumb soul appreciate that ?????????????????

" plzzzzz people "

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The readers are requested not to exasperate the author..as in one of the authors..you won't disturb gautam would you ??
Now people just like a tough day in business doesn necesarily mean a tough day in "business"...or like a long day @ work ain't always long day @ "work"...
So cd a poem called " i see her everywhere" not necessarily mean that i see a certain "her"" everywhere !!
Now im not being elusive ;as in trying to elude ma feelings..but just a literary piece of work shdn't make u jump 2 any conclusions...
let's simply efface all doubts...i recieved 38 mails (as on 22 may)..( i wonder what the comment box was meant for )....askin me strange questions..

Ya i cd be groping bout someone...
or i cd be as of now gingerly moving with a plan..
Ya i cd be havin a penchant for someone...
And an impending event might be waitin 2 eventuate..

But do u think in tht case ...i wd do a revelation here..
or maybe i wd do it here..
coz nywaz,,,things aren lucid here..they are pretty devious.. :) :) :)
so please no furhter askin me who is this "her" that i see everywhere...intelligent readers have their answers...i have already written them ...find them!!

"Early Hours".....

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------As Sankhla(Anirudh) lends a "shukriya" 2 bhendy(Arvind)...i xpect it 2 be a cool day in business...

N i havent started packing yet...

it's 12 am on 15th mornin' ..n im sittin wid Rajat bhaiya..d ambience is kinda perturbing...its his last day in campus..

i see him off, im despondent;i cant stand d fact dat it will be all over in a matter of few hrs. ;

Shubhi di cant stop sobbin' either..incidentally its her last day as well....n since i dont write 2 well when it comes 2 emotional stuff...lets start packing !!

while Ishita cajoled me 2 stay a little bit longer,i just start walkin' ..its a few hrs. only !!

i reach ma rum;finally dingy n squattered ,ma rum wich can easily win d "claenest" rum of sem award..no sarcasm meant..for non-bitsians who havent seen it..itwas really clean..

n as i reach m a rum @ 1 am im reminded 2 download maths 2/3 slides for gautham .

now what are his holy problems..only he knows why he makes these anomalous n uncanny demands when bak home..y din u take it along haan ??

nywaz...boardie aka arpit does it 4 me...he has finished his packing n d only two people left are me n bhendy...now bhendy will always be involved in these last min. things....considering the fact tht how diligent n active he is..not 2 mention d bad luck he's had wid reservation n all dat stuff..

n also his tummy aching,,which he says feels better in ma rum.. ----si bhendy;the biggest ---- in the world !!

fast forward 15 min..Not that i procrastinate things...but i really am doin 2day..as even bhendy has started...

now vasu pings me ..he's home while we r still preaparin 4 a pathetic n tedious journey ahead...

even Bali's (Manasvi people) finished...so i take all the credit for being amongst d last "50 " atleast in campus 2 start packing !! "lazy lamhein"...

N Vasu dares me 2 finish it in less than 2 hrs. (which he took 3 days ago)..haha..doesn he know me or wht ??

N dude srry for the no. that i gave u..u'll have 2 change again...ma 6th no. well...well....

n apologies to skj(sachin) he believes ki maine uska ---- diya coz i din accompany hm 2 delhi....

Now Arushi calls ..n this gal doesn sleep either..another nocturnal creature...n she gives me lectures on "gud packing" as if m listening....d conversation ends on food n im hungry...i come upon some ANC cooupons(all nite canteen)..lets go 2 anc...me n bhendy of course...boardie has slept by no....hibernate mode .. ;) LOL ..

n hell yeah wht do we see...its GC ( gaurav)..now people bak home wont believe dat he's still in campus..but he really is..

n d pessimist n cynical bhendy (with all dat he's been thru) asks me bout gaurav's "secret of happiness"....as we see him off....

GC ..well he was happy coz he was reagaled with talks of aps(apoorv ) n group..all drunk !!

30 min. break n its past 2am ...

well vasu if u still counted them....im still gonna beat u..zulu never loses ..u know..u know...

n im reminded that im supposed 2 find a tagline 4 somethin dat Divyanshu told me...well later...

fast forward..30 min...

im finished with packing...bendy says it ain't functional...n wht do u xpect people..with all d stuff i carry..n u know how much i do....not tht i can beat gautam with appx. 15 items dat he carries bak home this time...

n lol ..vasu , u said wht happened to the packing "gawd"?? ...here u are..1 hr 30 min. n more so all d stuff in a 2 suitcases....awesome..plus ma lappy bag ...which had..3 books..2 novels..2 mariegold's(ab mess mein yahi bacha tha yaar..i don eat mariegold's otherwise)...n a lays n aloo bhujia...hmmmm

lol WASH !!!!!

i still gotta pack beddin though ....another 10 min. maybe(later..) but bali's sleepin on ma matress so well let's go 2 vyas...

JOjo god(nikhil) ..u don't see his face red....unless thers's an xam 2morow..or d fanatic jojo is talkin bout bjp or sachin...but i saw it..scarlet red with sleep....

n oh holy bobby(Devansh)...he's making them watch "michael clayton" @ 3am in mornin..or dats wht i think it was...cut it..phu's (amish) desperate...change...

switch over 2 "Friends" season 9...jojo god laughin loud as usual...Bali calls me ..why ??

oh i left him locked in ma rum..bak 2 sk n then bak 2 vyas...

Bali joins in..n disrupts everythin as usual..now we r watchi n some pics...chick pics...wht do u xpect with phu around nywaz...

Bali's droolin over bobby's dream gal..n all those bak home ...missed the charade on bobby's face n bali's furtive glance...

n lo wat !!!!

phu calls bali despo...time 2 disperse..............

Bak 2 ma rum...i write down....the tagline 4 divyanshu...he's already spent a week home..i wdnt know wht i wd do if i had 2 stay back as long as he wd have to...

so bedding packed as well....dats 1 hr 45 min, one more time LOL vasu.......

bhendy's tired he's gonna go down def. ,,,,it's a desolate feelin dat creeps in..it will be 2n half months b4 i see the campus again....im sittin n wondering....its 6am...

N lo i haven't downloaded the song from twilight movie...wht was its name...oh i forgot....

wht to do ??

no Dc hubs workin....Harsha is goin 2 kill me...or is she ??

tell me someone the name of d song atleast...maybe ill do somethin bout it in delhi......

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---->>>> written durin ma train journey bak home.....n i found the name of the song n downloaded it nywaz...............

The Underdog

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1-0 down at 123/4,chasing 265, staring at a humiliating defeat at the hands of the merciless South Africans..enter ‘the prince’…
what followed was silken cover drives ,and fluid sixes , as if lord hath truly descended on earth …
‘The god of the offside’ played a masterful innings of 87 annihilating the opponents defenses.
All this when rumors had it that he was being dropped from the team….
What is the price one have to be david ,the slayer of goliath? Immense scrutiny , people waiting for you to fail?
The old adage has it that – “when the going gets tough only the tough get going”..but what if the going is always tough??
An underdog all his life, S C Ganguly ,has fought long and hard, braved many obstacle that came his way- got dropped on ennumerous occasions ,got ground by ‘affable’ relations with the management yet kept going…
Never a pedantic,he played around with the rule and the system ,let his infectious energy rekindle Indian cricket’s fortunes.
He converted a group of tyro’s , novices into a matchwinning team and later had to fight for a place amongst these players !! It is ironic that worlds highest rungetter for three consecutive years gets dropped due to a minor slump in form even though he was the most successful captain at that point of time.
Yet he faught , amidst the torpor surrounding his return , he scored the second highest number of runs in the calendar year…only to see himself being shunted out again!
Ganguly‘s astute alacrity has often been misunderstood for his arrogance. He has thus faced the brunt of vicious campaigns against him motivated by feeling of revenge. Little did anyone think that an eye for eye would only make the whole world blind.
Even then he carried on..
What drove Ganguly?
Money?Fame?Power?
Money-he was amongst kolkatta’s most wealthy businessmen..could money have lured him to cricket?
Fame and power then-but he was connected to the mightiest people of Bengal,he already was a celebrity..
With a plethora of fame , power and money what was the impetus to carry on,even after repeatedly being dropped from the team?
It was his spirit his quintessential desire to perform for his country.
This flamboyant left hander forever changed Indian cricket’s fortune…
Despite all his criticism he has answered every time with his bat.
He has seen both the acne and nadir of success , yet still remains a gentleman.

Even today he fights , for what is rightfully his….for that is what is Ganguly’s life all about…

He continues to serve both India and world cricket as a role model , not only to cricketers many of whom he helped blossom and but also to the youth of our nation.

Ganguly is now more than a legendary cricketer ,an epitome of commitment ,he a symbol of a fighting spirit , which now is what defines Indian cricket.

T.I.M.E

Time . What is time? Time is something that can make you efficacious and it can effete you out.They say time is a temporal length of an event or entity's existence.
I say ..time is what you think you have ;but you don't really have.

There's a time to be happy,
there's a time to be sad.
There's a time to be silly,
there's a time to be mad.

Do you really believe so? Do you really want to contrive to be happy?Can happiness be actually planned?
Do you have enough time;what if today were the last day?
you should not procrastinate and expect for the right chronology of events .Because time is actually waiting for you to be happy.
Let's say it the Flipsyde way..."i m ready for love,i am ready for hate,i am ready for shame;just bring it my way"...

time is something we remember from the past,
time is something that goes by so fast.

If you are waiting for people to come and stop by;to eventually be your friends,that ain't happening buddy.Why don't you just stand up...just start walking and scores of them are in queue for your camaraderie .
There's nothing like a perfect plan for the most beautiful things in life.
Of course,you can plan to be affluent.
or to take your business plans to new heights : you budding entrepreneur .

but i lost the holy faith in intriguing things.Now people make those schedules for their acads ;but i end up studying one day before the exam and so does bendy(alias for Arvind my sidie)...anyways ...These plans (when i actually did scheme them) were no aid to me either, so sort of stopped cogitating ....

U can't prepare a stratagem for life.
U can't layout a blueprint for friendship.
U can't concoct out happiness.
U can't outline time.
U can't design love.

If you are waiting for the propitious occasion to propose the girl of your dreams;be it the girl next door !!,one for whom your heart has a great penchant for ....the virtous moment isnt arriving ......
The male population is pretty high;the relationship is no way one to one;and chances are pretty lame if your girl happens to be even slightly nubile.
How long are you going to beguile your dream?
How long are you going to live in fantasies?
It's time now..............or else wait to see yourself drench into a dreary and sulken self;when she becomes your best friend's consort.

Time is something you can't rewind
time is something you can't search and find
time is unpredictable
time is unforgettable.

The time is slowly passing by,should you tell her or you shouldn't ?
You don't know the answer.....i told you the answer, but what the f*** is your question ????

" I see Her Everywhere"

I just woke up
the light seems sort of idiosyncratic
sort of more enticing;
the trees are more green
kind of more livelier;
the air is soothing
it kind of bears this corporeal form;
And her hair are all over my face.

I m sitting in the bus;and somebody
is sitting beside me.
I m reading this book; and i can see
the words smiling at me.
I m singing this song; and i hear all
the birds singing with me.
And her eyes are like those blue waters
hiding life underneath them.

Every sound is like a music today,
the weirdest thing so amusing today.
In the crowd i see a single figure today,
or does every figure seem so similar today.
And i hear a ballad,a luminary ballad,and
a percussion,its her voice;that of an angel
taking me away from the milieu into
a sequestered territory.........


But for her visage ,i would better be blind
But for her voice ,i would better be deaf
But for her touch,i would better be benumbed
But for her ,i would better be dead.

Oh !! i just heard her laugh
and i just saw her smile
Where is she?;near me
Or is the distance a few thousand mile.


[INSPIRED FROM "I See Her Everywhere" on www.simplydevansh.blogspot.com]

Are U Ready ,For What's 2 Come ??

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If you are a Cassandra ,this one is not for you. Or maybe this is the one for you.
Not meant for crepehangers and cynics..or maybe solely for them.

You have sanguinity ,faith they say,but have been rendered hopeless so many times that it
has diluted your hope in hope.
Its not that you are apprehensive of fortuity .
You don't fear defeasance,you don't care losing..
But how many times????
And you keep trying,and keep losing. It sort of fills your brain with ambiguity and you are sort of
uncertain about certainity .Things that were so vivid have convoluted themselves into an abstruse and perplex labyrinth.
When diligence doesn't pay and luck keeps fooling you.When your own methods seem outlandish to you and you get impetuous to find out the reasons....
and contemplating over the reasons ....
when you find numerous and you find none,
that's when i ask you ....
are you ready for what's to come ??


" Some are mad ,while others laugh
Some live alone with no better half
Others grieve and others curse
And others mourn behind a big black hearse. "

Yes you might get lost in wretchedness .Your aim itself might become undefined.
"skies might get dull and cloudy;the air becoming hazy
thoughts sullen and broody;all logics may get fuzzy."

So is silence now the only sound ;your breath the only motion around??
But then even if its not your fault ....who else is to blame???


They say an unachieved aim is one which was not clearly percieved.Or was vague;obscure let's say...
If you are insecure and irresolute whilst making your commitments ,you are preparing yourself
to prepare again !!!

There is a simple solution then that i propose ...
"Just open your heart
And push the limits ."

Abolish those established ideas and forget all preconcieved notions..You have to rise up again..dude there aren't any options....Don't give a damn about what others think and don't give a f*** about what they have to say..Life is yours,go live it your way.


"A faint glimpse of hope ,even the slightest one
Hang on ; the only nostrum
To live a dream ,convival and jocund;a mirthful one
live it then;all blithesome
An intrepid heart ,not a fugitive one
No matter what its gonna become
ARE YOU READY ??
FOR WHAT'S TO COME ..."

What then is the cause of despair;what then is the cause of befuddlement ?
Dont let your reasoning to be equivocal and dont let your faith to be tottering and wobbly ;come on then let's remove all fear.If you have failed a hundered times....hmmm...yes there have been who have failed 101 times but, incidentally so, i have heard that a few have done it at the 102nd attempt.

"What have you lost??
What was there to be lost???
Did they count you as a loser;did they presume you to be over????
Mad is the crowd,foolish are the people...."


Your Life Has Just Begun.....
But just tell me..
Are You Ready For What's To Come ??????????????????

Obsession

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it is a disease,a fascination,an absurdity,a fate!!
obsession is all of them and none of them..
A coercion,a fixation,an ide'e fixe..
yes it is an affliction ,like neurosis.A compulsive preoccupation with something or someone.An
irresistible impulse;which cannot be subdued.
The magnitude keeps getting bigger.Retrospecting on the earliest one ....
I donot know whether there is a better batsman than SachinTendulkar,nor do i wish to know.
I have followed him for the past ten years now...Whatever he does defines cricket for me and
'Nothing Else Matters'. Like fighting with the best of friends for him..like watching his shots
over and over again..like being glued to the tv a day before exams..like getting up at 2:30am
, when i was ten,after having dreamt him and trying to emulate him.That though was earliest
of the list.And then there is this latest obsession of mine.A disease too,a coercion that pulls me.
And each time things keep getting more intense.
The cure for an obsession,is to get another one.
At twelve i got another one called Hrithik .I watched all of his movies,time and again,not
only when the whole world was going gaga over each of his performances but also when he
was completely written off.I took a two year long break from movies when he did between 2004 and 2006.Be it any performance at any event,any function or any news;i have collected them
as one collects books. And that sirs is not a hobby.For those who do it, must do it.
those who do not ,think of it as a cousin of stamp collection,a sister of the trophy cabinet,a
bastard of a sound bank account and a weak mind.
But this latest one is as absurd as it gets.Is it a person?a he or a she? an object,a thing
that i want to posess??Or a desire unfullfilled !!It is difficult to describe because it is too lucid
and to intricate.
I keep thinking about it all the time .And when i am not thinking about it,all i think is
"how to not think about it".
But you can move on with them.They say that obsession is a young man's game ;then my
only excuse is i never grow old.
When i was in class 9, my mom castigated me for being lackadaisical with my academics.
I sat down the same night with my books and when i got up after 13 hours(now you dont study
for that long in class 9,do you?) i was almost sure what i was going to be in the future.I had
caught another one.I had got lost in maths and physics and chemistry;in those formulae, in
those equations.And no doubt that here i am ,five years from then ,doing my engineering.
"Your ability to use the principle of autosuggestion will depend,very largely,on your capacity
to concentarte on a given desire until that desire becomes a burning obsession." says Napolean
Hill.There have been times that i have given more hours than that...but i no longer do it very often.But whenever i do it,it still feels like it is the maiden innings.
Its something similar to the obsession of women with shoes.
And there have been others,Small term ones ,like Scarlett Johansson,like Andre Agassi,like Dan Brown novels ,like Enigma and like LOTR...
and you just move from this one to that.
But the current one fascinates me.The mere mention of it brings smile to my face and hope in
my heart.To be an obsessional means to find oneself caught in a mechanism ,in a trap
increasingly demanding and endless.
When it comes to describing this one...Its like the heart pumping blood as fast as it can and
the same blood wanting to ooze out of the body.
its like the brain trying to contemplate on an idea and its like not knowing what that idea is !!
It's like every part of me wanting to posess this,but i donot know how?
Is it a feeling?..then sure is difficult to express...
A craze? or a delusion ???
On occassions i do tend to get fidgety,fretful ...feeling sort of nomadic,like someone who hasnt
deciphered a hidden code.
I can see it, with my eyes closed but not when open...
I can hear it in my favourite music..
I can feel it all the time....
And its like knowing what you don't know and not knowing what you know !!!!!!!!

"the rise & The Rise"

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things were woebegone,the air was despairing and hopes forlorn...............

Well he rose....many rise !!!!
A star was born they said ....not the first time did they say that.
Was he a star with glaze enough to spread its splendour among others or for that purpose beyond them..
I guessed so..
But then i have hardly been scrupulous in any of my predictions till date.
His very first performance had catapulted him overnight to instant superstardum.Gals had
gone nutty as a fruitcake and guys were staring ...something had happened !!
'They' said "for how long ??"
He got 3 lakh marriage proposals on valentine's day 2000...The Sword Of Damocles was hanging
over the reigning king as the new prince was being hailed..The way i looked at it was that..he
released the impasse that clutched us , brought a new dimension to indian cinema which was
suffocating after the 90's !!
The mania had spread and he was being seen as the prospect for tommorow.
I had gone all bonkers as i always do when i follow someone...and 'they' were smiling...
Their time was coming and indeed had come as early as end of 2001.A cacophany of censorious
noises had filled the air.
Fame they say can be ur biggest adversary..n it proved its might yet again.
After his debut ,events took a u-turn,black clouds shadowing the lustre of this star.
His fall was eventful as his rise..he started to fail in all his attempts hereon, nothing seemed to
bring luck...best of efforts and the trust in worthiest of friends ...THEY ...the honourable critics .......had proved right and i was despondent.He was named a one time wonder and these
connoisseurs denounced him. Spiteful remarks stating he was being repititive were thrown at him.He was blamed for being callous ; for being non chalant .
Ohhh the ever subtle critics !!!!
things were woebegone,the air was despairing and chances forlorn.......

I have never followed anyone without conviction, but the gates of hope were slowly
giving up. Meanwhile indian cinema had seen a few new faces , the critics had seen some
promise in them..and i must admit that i was afraid that his place would be taken away by a
certain Abhishek or a certain somebody..Luckily for me this man knew no defeat...He was
diagnosed at the age of 21 with scolorosis and told that he could never become an actor or a dancer
...so if he cd beat these odds to be one he was certainly not going to give up so early.
Perseverance is the key , just concentrate on your basics . when u believe in yourself its
not long before others start doing the like .
He continued to focus on his methods,unperturbed of what others had to say.When you have to
prove 1 billion people wrong you've got to prove yourself wrong atleast once.He continued
to believe in the good in every person ,a character trait often misinterpreted as gullibility
or naivety.

He was there again ,,the year was 2004 and the lakshya had been reached.
He was back , no doubt. But when he was asked whether he feels that he has been left behind
in the no. 1 race...here comes his one of the most inspiring remarks that you will ever hear..
"Life or stardum its all a race,agreed,but there is no point in running the race alone"
Bull's eye !!!!!
The slanderers found new lines this time ..calling him arrogant and the fact that he was being
chaperoned by his father all along, this time he smiled and i smiled too....Ha, the ever
askew,the ever awry critics. Ha , the ever erroneus, fallacious self proclaimed
vilifiers!!

The Rise had come yet again ,and this one people was not or will not be ephemeral but
perdurable.

And from there on there has been no looking back. He touched gold in all things he laid his
hands upon in the last five years.Because there is more to him then just being a fashionable rage,a
Mills & Boon lover-boy& a sex symbol.
The so called analysts themselves went on now to describe him as 1st complete actor of
indian movie industry.One who scores equally in all departments ..drama,romance,action,
macho , softie and dance.
People all wrong...
He's not an actor , he is a entertainer,an artist.
And dancer no he is not one ...he's a contortionist.None moves so
easily, so elegantly.He redefined dancing for us..
He has been called the Indian Sylvester Stallone ,Brad Pitt and Michael Jackson rolled
into one person.
And ya , i dont write all this for what he is , i write it for what he does.
He taught you the fundamentals of racing (no fun running alone)..
and the five important words delivered at one of the numerous award ceremonies where
he has been felicitated..."Impossible Is Nothing,Dream On"..
The man is hrithik roshan .
Now you could have expected me to write his name in the capitals atleast. But it is not about
the name, hrithik is a genre in himself . A brilliance set apart.An icon.A dreamed lived twice,if you call the first one fate,the second one was made!!

"Charlotte...aka Cristina ..aka...Nola"

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when the sunrays slowly light up the atmosphere with flakes of red on early spring morning,when you wake up a little too early than others,is when you see it.
when a calm breeze blows across your face,whilst trees are dancing to its music and birds are humming their favourite tunes,and you can not help but smile ...is when its semblance is felt.
when a polite disturbance in crystal waters send ripples across it,is when you admire it.

Beauty is a little too intricate to be put into words ...but in any case i will give it a try !!
Its a force so divine that it radiates its elegance all around you.Or in simple plain words.....
its a resplendent statuesque of the pulchritudinous bewitchry !!

We have always confused between words ,like fame and success..Madonna is one and
Hellen Keller is another. So i am trying here to potray atleast one word clearly..."beauty"..
And i use a woman to describe it. I have always believed that beauty is not something that
necessarily draws you towards itself,you can just sit back and enjoy its charm ..like 'sunrise'.
But we need to seperate it from a word that is so inevitably linked with it.The discongruity
underlining a nubile and a beautiful woman continues to allude the brawny brigade ,and
that sirs is dishonest!!

The raunchy league of the Jolie's , the Alba's and Gisele Bundchen's is not what i am (well...for the female audience..the McCouhagney's ,the Pitt's and the Jude Laws..)) alluding
to.Because i donot know how long these names will continue to fixate you ? True beauty ,as
they say, is eternal."My" fair lady here is synonymous though !!

In March 2006,she topped the U.S edition of FHM's poll of "most beautiful" woman
alive. Maxim named her #2 on Hot 100 list. She was named the sexiest women alive by Esquire
and "sexiest celebrity" of the year by Playboy. Coz their brains defied them of the word they
were looking for. You dont limit Scarlett Johansson's charisma to these lowly words , not that
they are too bad for a lay man, but an intelligent mind says nothing but "beautiful".
Her visage can hold my gaze for ....for ever and i needn't look elsewhere. Her eyes make
me plunge into those deep oceans whither i hadn't been henceforth. A woman doning no
makeup save a red lipstick and still drowning you into deep waters ,so pure ,is what is beauty
is all about. Never after Monroe was such a dream lived again. But Scarlett has done it... A lady
proud to flaunt herself the way she is ..."I m curvy ,, i am never going to be 5' 11'' and 120
pound but i feel lucky to have what i have got" she was quoted as saying..And when she was
compared to Monroe after potraying as Nola Rice in 'Match Point' she commented.."There can be no comaparisons ,but indeed we are both comfortable in our feminity"..so simply put!!
She's all about the red lipstick. And has also been chosen the new face of Dolce & Gabbana's
new make-up line where she features lying on a white off silken sheet with a Merlyn Monroe
style pose. Johansson , who else ?

She is similar to my favourite song "Almost Full Moon" by Enigma ..which i always wish
should never end..And her sensuality has always fantasized me, be it Charlotte in "Lost In Translation" or Cristina in "Vicky Cristina Barcelona"...

An extra part of Scarlett's allure is her uniquely throaty voice;which entices us.The actress herself has said "I m so tired of hearing casting directors asking me if i have a sore throat.The people who have told me that my voice is distinctive ,those people have always been close to my heart".Incidentally i judge a lot of people by their voices ........

All my words are an Ode to the most inspiring face that i have ever seen,which sparks anew hope each time i look at it...and not that i desire her..not that i dont..but i just revel in
her "beauty".......

"Her".......

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u don generally describe people on blogs....ork/facebook testimonials have been the

usual trend. But i drag myself on early sunday morning for a lone purpose,so it's gonna

be no lame reason people.N since i keep so busy, finding time for this... clearly

endorses the fact that the person must be really special.(As if i got somethin else to do)....But that doesn make the person any less special, or does it?((he he))

I go through her((ya guys don be curious))profile,trying to know more of hidden

"her".....khun pasina ek karke likh raha hoon bhaiyon!!So the person must be really

special..((As if i do anythin else on free sundays,thats the best tp nywaz))..But that doesn make the person any less special...or does it??((hi hi))

..........so lets start..

She is pretty girlish!!.....well,all the characteristics associated can be found ..coz

they are supposed to be !! Shopping freak,incessant talking,and a "full of emotions" heart !!

She likes Enrique,Backstreet,Westlife,Bryan Adams ((coz all gals do))..She reads Sheldon....

90% gals get nothing better to read..N himym n frnds r all time girl 's favourites..so of course

she likes them..but then she belongs to the category of those "few " intelligent lot who can

appreciate better things than that.

But she's got a eldritch persona ...n is sort of an "eclectic" world in herself....coz either people

are intelligent or else they are not..either they like crap music or else they dont...coz either they

watch crap things or else they dont..but how can u like backstreet n u2 @ the same time n then

not like metallica?((the 1st time i mention this to her))...how can u read trash of sheldon but yet appreciate quality work like Coelho?(1st time im tellin u ....mera marna pakka))

How can u like 'Dostana' n still have enthusiam for Quantum of Solaces...or watch meaningful

cinema of "She's the Mn"....well then she is "her" !!

Now a lot of people have described her before this ...but then who does it the

best is the issue..so i gotta beat those who have done this before.

Ishani has got 17 years of 'knowing' her..........

Pragya has got the honour of being her roommate for 4 years........

but lets see then what my efforts can do....

There is no intent to eschew the efforts of Ishani or Pragya or Aashish..its only

me emasculating theirs..

Apologies to all three if they feel offended over me havin used their name or stuff,

but its just ameliorating it!!

nywaz..i dare not offend them coz "she" is not only gonna kill me ((over annoying her"bestest" frns as she calls))..but also "attend my funeral"...as she once commented!!

So then lets see her .........................................................................................................

"HARSHA" then.......happiness .........what else !!!

in her life......urs ................mine ............what else!!!

Ishani calling her....a succour for her friends.......what else!!!

Minu calling her.....rock solid on her stand .........what else !!!

Pragya calling her...lazy........................................what else !!!

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yes she spreads happiness .....................with her ubiquitous charm and her lovely

smile....n she describes that beautifully herself....2 c lite, beauty,sun all in one come

see her..........

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yes she is a "friend of friends"....................not surprising to see then that she got bunches

of them n always remains in high demand in each circle....she can always regale u with her

interesting talks....

but what is difficult (atleast for me ) to digest is how you are equally of ur family n of ur friends.

O she loves her "home sweet home"...though i never found any thing worth doing in that consuming city.......n i am sure she cries while going college from home n from home to college..

well...Harsha..as she is...

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yes she believes in things she does...."rock solid" remember.................

"Astute" is the word if u are lookin for it people..........

u are wasting ur time if u are trying to test her will power,,u can't win her over!!

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yes........lazy she is........a part that yet again strikes a common chord Harsha!!!

so "who's ,who"? me ->u or u->me ..harsha !!

i cant believe that she can walk around with her cell without balance for days...

an added flavour of carelessness as well ...more so if u look into her profile

.......linkin park aur rihanna ke names mein spelling mistake hai !!

she is that way , so very amusing!...Also she can

definitely be included in the list of people who can ideally waste time when required n when

not required as well...

n her more "laziness skills" can be highlighted by her reputed room mate ....

but just before u people decipher any results or reach any conclusions ...

when it comes to the things she likes doin, she does it with a lot of elan !!

an "epitome of elegance"....n its fragrance can be felt all around esp. if u get lucky enough

to personally experience it !!!

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now this last look as well...............

she was excellent @ baski n swimming once ((or atleast she says so..hehe )).....but

she leaves all this for her beloved acads. She loves EEE ....she leaves other curriculars as well...n recently even ,

acciddently though, called herself ' somewhat of a nerd'...but she wont take it if u call her

"serious"..she ain't that !! are u Harsha ?

i got worried coz ab mujhe harane waal nahi milega na Harsha ......

well...then that doesn imply that she scores less on the "masti front".....she is a seeker for that

n off late has has been roaming all around in the south !!

"""""akka""""""""""..........................

n she is succicnt especially when it comes to texting n chatting ....learn some "briefing skills"

from her highness...seems she was only born for texting n developed the modern lingo!!

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she is unique in a lot of senses when it concerns me...

she is the'only' friend (n will be)...who likes Abhishek over Hrithik n i still hear that..

she is the 'only' one who breaks ma rules(u know those Harsha don u)..n still walks away

clean !!

she is the 'only' one who made me speak "all the best" b4 xams n now people stare at me when

i wish them or ask them.."how was ur exam?"

the 'only' one who keeps all enigma tracks in her lappy n still doesn hear them !!!

come on...Harsha !!

but incidentally so, we have found a hell lot of similarities between us off late....

n only recently .. we had a session where we discussed only "differences"...

after a spate of similarity sessions...

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taking things further...

Now i got a problem with all the people who have been callin her 'patli'...in scraps n testimonials ..

n fan chaloge to ud jayegi n all tht.......i don appreciate that !! ........

Ab people u neednt tell a fat guy that he is fat so u neednt tell slimies either...........but haan,...

Harsha thodi "patli" hai !! he hi ha ha!!

look into her profile where she says..cuisines->" i love them"...jaise kuch khati hi hogi......

is she anorexic ?...no she says..........by the way even if she is....we might just be seeing new "Posh" in town !! n all guys out there stop gettin curious ....

nywaz... u may....coz she is lookin better by the day !!

check out her latest pics ..she is everywhere ..collg webpage..mtv ..'the diva'...

n Harsha i was kidding when i said u looked gud ....coz u looked better !!

all that pooh pooh apart...

of patli or fat..or gud ...

who wd like a fat Harsha anyways....no one can imagine her being different from what she is now!! everybody likes her coz she is what she is ....so be no different Harshaa n just have a rocking time ahead....that's all i can wish ....

i wont take the blog to the side of the usual climax when people thank the above mentioned person for being a friend n a gem of a person...or the fact that he/she wd miss that person

or wd always like to possess them as a friend...

or maybe i just did it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[ALSO ON HARSHA'S PROFILE ON www.orkut.com]